Sensitive Me

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2011-03-01T10:46:00.002+08:00

Never get bogged down by others for the right thing you are doing.
Stay stiff, and prove with determination.
Prove them wrong.
Determination, hard work, beliefs, love will guide you through.

~EzClover

烟花

2011-02-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

烟花会美丽，是因为它的美丽有限。
就那么短短的几秒中，无法抓着无法拥有。

First thing I do after my exam

2010-12-14T22:25:00.004+08:00

The first thing I do after my exam is went for a good dinner to compensate myself for good food I had given up during my chicken pox outbreak in the last 2 weeks.

The next thing I do, is went for a bookshop and buy myself a nice book to read and which I intended to introduce to friends around me. This author, Anthony Robbins, I was first heard from my lecturer who said he give marvellous motivation talk and Bill Clinton has a good testominial about him. I have search through youtube and found out his talks is awesome in someway that helps me and I hope it does for you too :)

Awaken the Giant Within - Anthony Robbins

I Quit..

2010-09-21T20:07:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I quit facebook and all the social networking for the moment :)

Down

2010-09-15T21:54:00.001+08:00

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

The Climb

2010-08-19T15:20:00.001+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

White roses with blood.

2010-08-15T13:06:00.007+08:00

I'm standing on a path where there's houses and tress around me,
I saw you walking to me with a banquet of white roses,
I smile and glad you are here after all.
The world seems to be pause for the moment and left with both of us on the scene.

A hug is the best when you reach me.
I startled when I see the white roses are covered with droplets of blood.

He smiled.

勇气

2010-07-22T17:54:00.001+08:00

看见小朋友在冰场上练习,
跌倒了，又爬起来，跌倒了，又爬起来。
人小小的，都好勇敢。

我的勇敢呢？好像被偷走了。
我不但爬不起来，
反而，越陷越深。。

Un-describe-able

2010-07-13T17:48:00.002+08:00

There are many things which can't be describe with reasons hidden behind.

You may choose to just blurt it out
or
You may just pretend the reasons hidden does not exist and smile :)

It will always be my first priority to just blurt it out without any filtration.
As time goes by, I am switching to second priority.
Because, the reasons hidden behind is too ugly to be reveal that it's all about my selfishness.

All I Need - Within Temptation

2010-07-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh Why I don't ever learn
I've lost all my trust though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can't you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

I'm on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away from turning around

Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I've tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't break me down

I want to believe that this is for real
Safe me from my fear
Don't tear me down

It has been One Year

2010-06-11T20:43:00.005+08:00

11th June is the date which I will never forget.
It is roughly around this time that I received the call which I never wanted the most in my life.
I lost him for a year, exactly.

I feel like it just happened for few months and in real, he really left us far far away.
I still can remember his voice.
I still can remember the way he looked like.
I still in hoping to dream of him. But, it never comes.
I'm envy on people who are still having their Grandparents and every time I looked at them.
It reminds me of Him and the pain starts to arose again.

If you are wondering who are the Him I'm talking about, you can have a read on this post

Indeed, I'm still in pain.
I miss him.

Eco Search

2010-05-12T20:53:00.005+08:00

Eco Facts we have been knowing on the fingertips:

By bringing recycle bag while shopping.
Switch off electricity & water while not in used.
Bringing along tupperware while "tapao" for food.

Anything else you can do more for the environment??

By using this search engine that plants tree, you can surely do more for the earth.

Explore yourself :)

The Countdown of June 2010 Sitting.

2010-05-12T01:45:00.015+08:00

The papers I am taking in this coming June 2010:
F4 (Business and Corporate Law) - 7th June 2010
F5 (Performance Management) - 14th June 2010
F6 (Taxation) - 6th June 2010

I'm having time constraint of 26 days.

How much time do I left for revision??
Time left for revision (Hours)
= 26 days - ( Days for revision classes) - ( Total hours spend on sleeping) - ( Total estimation hours spend on normal activities )

1. Days for revision classes
= 7 days x 24 hours
= 168 hours

2. Total hours spend on sleeping
= 26 days x 8 hours
= 208 hours

3. Total estimation hours spend on normal activities
(Including bath, walk, text, MSN, brush teeth, eat, day dreaming, LUNG etc)
= 26 days x 4 hours
= 104 hours

Hence,
( 26 day x 24 hours = 624 hours) - (168 hours) - ( 208 hours ) - ( 104 hours )
= 144 hours!!!

Time left for revision (Days)
= 144 hours / 24 hours
= 6 days!!

God blessed me..

A "Special" Friday.

2009-12-18T19:07:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, cousins came our house and stay overnight for a couple of days which is our family's ritual on every year end. So, we went to play token games in Karamunsing shopping complex today. To my surprise, she (one of my cousin) wins a prize by just using tokens valued MYR2.00. Okay. I would called that as Lucky.

The 1st and 2nd prize we luckily won.

Then, my mum has a second try and wins the same prize with just tokens valued MYR1.00. Okay. That consider unbelievable lucky =.= The next thing happened is, 3 girls standing (Mum, cousins, and me) in front of the machine screaming in excitement. Behave~~~

The prizes

Then, she went to buy Barbie Doll and asked me to play with her during the late evening. Okay, I promised her although my heart really refusing to do so. It looks kinda creepy to me and worried might end up with nightmare during the sleep. This is the first time in my whole 23 years life, risking my dream to play with a Barbie Doll. I prefer Tamiya when I was a kid instead of the creepy doll. To my surprise, it was kinda fun, honestly =.= It reminds me of the childhood cooking game I used to play by cutting vegetables toys, cooked in a fake bowl, and served to our playmates.

The Barbies

After that, she's not having enough fun of it. And, I promised to play with her again. For sure, it will be fun! XD That's how I ended my "special" Friday.

42nd MIA Sabah Branch Annual Dinner 2009

2009-12-13T09:25:00.007+08:00

I went to MIA annual dinner with my parents yesterday which was held at Shangri-La's Tg Aru Resort & Spa, Sabah. The night was filled with a lot beauties and handsomses.

A lot of speeches going through during the dinner by the president, chairman of MIA, bla bla bla... The only one gets my attention is the performance by Dato' Leonard Tan, well known as King of Jingles whose a comedian. He is really gooooood in cheering up the audience with his thousand of voices which you will force down your fork on the plate and pay your full attention on him. His voices had happened to be in many advertisements that you might come across everyday such as, Gardenia, Milo, Proton wira, HSBC, Motorolla, Apollo, and more. Provided a few youtube link here, so you all can have a look at his performance,

Dato' Leonard Tan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzqQRJZ-jqI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBf70qPUd3M&feature=related

After that, I was not lucky enough to get FOC gadgets from the lucky draw session. The sony digital camera really making me mouth watering but lucks wasn't on my side. And, the grand prize, 40 inch Sony Bravia was took by a Korean I guess. Envy him!! I guess my lucks was used up during my exam period. Suhweai, spare some of your lucks for me AGAIN. =P

The food was nice but I forgot to take the picture of the dishes as I was soooo hungry. However, I love the last dish, dessert which is Cheese cake with a cup of tea!! Excellent dessert to end the evening.

Carrot cake and Cheese cake

Fire and Ice

2009-12-09T10:28:00.002+08:00

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think i know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
It also great
And would suffice.

-Robert Frost

The Twilight Saga: New Moon

2009-12-07T19:40:00.008+08:00

I had been looking forward on the release of TheTwilight Saga: New Moon.
TheTwilight Saga: New Moon is the 2nd book romance vampire stories written by Stephenie Meyer which filmed into movie by Chris Weiltz.

The movies becomes so popular that it hits a lot of girls' heart,
including

=.=

Unfortunately, the release was around my exam period and only free to watch it today.
Unbelievable movie as it didn't disappointed me at all and I found no discrepancies scene on the movie.

Kristen stewart does has a good acting in this movie and make me feel how hurt she was when her vampire boyfriend, Edward Cullen, left her. *Clapsss* For further information, whoever watch Panic Room few years back, Kristen stewart was the little girl who acting in the movie.

The next series of Twilight saga, Eclipse movie has filming now and will be out by 30 June 2010.

Counting down the days now...

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Wow! Theory.

2009-12-04T19:03:00.005+08:00

A sudden surge of emotions arised fills you with overwhelm of excitements.

Overwhelm of excitements could be interpreted:
Verbally
"OMG!! OMG!! We make it!!"
+
Non verbally
Hugging around with astonishing face expression and big smile with each other.

I'm experiencing Wow! Theory.
(People who experienced halfway Wow! Theory, I will bless for you always.)

House Robbery!

2009-10-08T19:52:00.018+08:00

13:18
I was eating my kon lou pan mee during lunch time with a friend of mine and commenting how bad it tasted for me.

Then I felt my phone vibrating and shows calling from 012-8346XXX. I was wondering "Huh? Why call me at this time? Something happened? " So, I quickly picked up the phone.

Me: " Ma.. anything? Where are you now? "
( From another side of the phone, I know she is in the home and feel that Ma going to tell me something bad happened. Don't tell me our house get burned down).

Ma: " I just got home. Our house.. Our house... being robbed. "
Me: " Ha? Seriously? Where is my laptop? The plasma tv still there? "
Ma: " Your laptop was stolen, your camera too, and waiting the police come and make a report. "
Me: " Ha? My external HDD leh?? "
Ma: " No where I can see it. "
Me: (Wtf!!)

I always had a heart breaking feeling for losing my external HDD. Although, advices from friends that I should bought another one for backup. But, I just never listened to them. So, AGAIN, I lost my external HDD.

After that, I went to class. Started to feel sad about losing it. Then, Ma called up again.

Me: " Wei.. I'm in the class now.. what hilang lagi? "
( feel that I can't stand to hear anything lost from the house anymore.. )
Ma: " No la.. Do you have your IC with you? "
Me: " Ya.... " (=.=)
Ma: " Wei.. I tell you.. You very lucky.. I found your laptop, harddisc, and webcam in a beg which I guess the thief too rush to take it. But, no camera was found inside. "
Me: " Ha?? Really oh? This is lucky!! Please, my beauty machine still stay in my room or not? "
Ma: " Wait.. "
( Ma walking/Running to my room.. No idea =.= )
" Wei.. stay nicely in your room.. But, your white doll hilang liao!! "
Me: " Ha??!!! You sure?? Don't hak me..!! " ( He gave me that doll de.)
Ma: " No la.. Joke only, You go class.. "

Okay. She really no sense of sad about the robbery. But, I feel super duper hyper lucky that I had my things safely stay in the house now. After class, I went home. I runned to my room. And this was my messiest room ever saw in my life. And, I found I lost 2 cameras, my beloved watch, and RM X.00 cash.

After that, I went to the crime scene where the robber entered.
He destroyed the grill that guarded the window on our house, opened the grill, took away the glasses, and climbed into our house. Well trained violence technique!! There were still hand print and shoe print on the wall and the glass but I guess in-charge person don't really bother about it.

After everything went steady, we realised it was too late to renovate the grill by today and we all have to stay in the home until tomorrow only able to get someone in fixing the loosen grill in our house!! OMG!! I do scare the thief might coming back in the midnight to get back things he forgot just now. Praying hard that he don't come back tonight~~

However, I feel very bliss that none of the family member was in home today. My dad usually went to work. My brother will stay in house as usual during holidays but fortunately he got extra class in school today. Normally, Ma will go back house during the suspected robbery period but she was too busy to go back home today :) And, usually I'll stay in home when I got nothing to do and luckily I got class today.

這也是一件值得幸福的事 :)

幸福是什麽

2009-10-07T19:16:00.008+08:00

1986年8月31日，一個健全的嬰兒誕生就是幸福的開始。
健全的嬰兒讓身邊愛她的人都幸福無數日子。
而，嬰兒在充滿愛與保護的環境下長大了。
活了23年，她努力的成長好讓自己可以脫離保護範圍照顧自己也經過了無數的事情。回想起來，什麽是幸福？可以很簡單，很複雜，也可以是你猜不透的。

幸福是當她在睡午覺時，小鳥不停的吱吱叫。

幸福是吃媽媽的愛心餐。

陪伴爸爸，媽媽，弟弟做任何事情都是幸福的！

幸福是看者以往23年的照片。

幸福是當一個不被接受的朋友，她依然可以挺他，因爲相信。

幸福是聼者她喜歡的音樂，沉澱在自己的世界。

無意閒中獎就覺得很lucky，很幸福！

替她幫鞋帶會讓她覺得很幸福~

閉上眼睛感覺風親親她的臉也是一種幸福。

收到被祝福的簡訊也很幸福~

有時候不被重視對她是一種幸福。

他的離開是留給她無數的回憶，是實實在在的幸福。

當沉澱在黑暗時遇見光明伸出援手讓她好溫暖，好幸福！

擁有私人飛機，無數的房地產，不受金錢約束的自由是最幸福的啦~~

幸福是盡她所能愛護這個地球。

下雨天，吃火鍋對她來説是最幸福的啦！

有知己是幸福的：）

呼吸者新鮮空氣和被花草樹木圍繞的感覺，她很幸福。

面對面的與蕭敬騰説話，幸福到痹了啦！！

吃到新口味的冰琪淋好幸福！！

還有很多，很多。。

但是，

最最最讓她幸福的是健全的她很健康來到這個世界：）

可悲的人类

2009-09-23T22:59:00.009+08:00

从我懂事以来也经过了无数的日子，我发现其实很多可悲及可笑的事情不停的在我们周围发生。当身边的朋友很常向我们哭诉他/她的不幸，类似，工钱不足够，爱情不得意，友谊不顺利，课业不容易，生意不兴隆，家庭不幸福，工作很烦闷，等等关于人间的难处。身为朋友的我正确态度都是给予以安慰，解决方案，正确面对困难的思想, 态度，等等良性方案。拥有朋友的你们都有过这些经验吧？

经过了一些日子，你遇见了曾经向你哭诉的朋友也问候了他/她，可笑的是你发现所谓不幸的事情依旧发生在他/她的身上吗？依然工钱不足够，爱情不得意，友谊不顺利，生意不兴隆，家庭不幸福，工作很烦闷，等等，而当初不幸事情的问题依然一成不变得停留在当时的原点。个人觉得很可悲的是聪明的人类没有认清事实。

问题不会因为时间，埋怨，逃避，懦弱，等等，而改变。而应该有正面以及正确的态度和行动去克服和面对。工钱不足够，难道聪明的人们不能提升自己工作方面的能力而在残酷的世界取胜吗？爱情不得已，是自己对爱情观出现了问题导致没人爱吗？友谊不顺利，是因为自己品格导致难相处吗？课业不容易，是自己不愿意努力而导致的吗？生意不兴隆，是生意策略出现问题导致没客人吗？家庭不幸福，是因为没有好好的经营家庭而导致破裂吗？工作很烦闷，是过分要求而不认清实力的态度在作祟吗？

爱我们的父母赐了一个可以分辨我们与动物区别的器官 – 具有思考能力，分辨事情的“脑袋”。为什么我们要像骆驼一样的把头藏在土里逃避现实？人们只有不断的进步，不断学习，细心聆听，寻找问题的根源，等等才可以走出不幸，不满，不愿意，的现实局面。我们只有这一生的时间可以痛快的活，难道要以不幸的事情草率的过吗？我可不要！你们也不要吧？所以，拥有细腻思考能力脑袋的聪明人类，勇敢的对阵下药解决问题吧！加油！

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-20T19:06:00.014+08:00

Early morning, I joined my mum and relatives to visit Malays' house for the Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration. Most of them are my grandpa and grandmas' friends which remind me of the good days with the presence of them. However, they will stay perfectly in heart with my continuous life forever. I came to know that the Malays visit the cemetery on the first day of Hari Raya Aidilfitri to pay respect for "the passed" which is kinda different culture from the Chinese. It had always exciting for me to pay a visit during this period as there's many foods can be tasted. And, yes!! I tasted alot delicious homemade cookies and kek lapis today.

The main point is not about the delicious foods. Hehe. I love joining this kind of activities as it always lighten me up by get in touch back with people who had been walked into my life but hasn't meet for quite sometime. It gets me a piece of memory that warms my heart seriously a lot. By looking through people who getting more wrinkles, prettier, taller, shorter, etc year by year through this kind of ocassion, it always reminds me that no matter how hard was life, they make through it.

So do I and I will.

~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~

Visited onboard book fair in Doulos.

2009-09-09T22:38:00.010+08:00

Since I was a kid, I remember my parents brought me to a ship that come once in while by the port to sell books. People queue-ing up to the ship equipped with a lot of books on the shelves and going to faint me with the limited oxygen air available due to the crowd. Today, I went there in searching back my childhood feeling on this ship with a friend of mine and I had a further understanding on this ship. It was built on 1914 in USA which can accomodates up to 414 person (Woah!) and the international crew and staff serve on board can came from up to 50 different nations and traveled all over the countries including France, Australia, and etc. I get to know that they were choosen to live as a follower of Jesus Christ and serve the God and the port communities they visiting. Respect their beliefs :)

Souvenirs

Tasted the Doulos mango ice cream and cookies.
Delicious and healthy~

It was such a good experience that be onboard facing the seas with the air blowing on your hairs and eating the ice cream and cookies while being tanned by the sun shine.

However, it will be much more beautiful and heartic content with the presence of HIM.

09/09/09

** You can have a further details or next visit port by Doulos on http://www.mvdoulos.org/

23 years ago.

2009-08-13T18:40:00.007+08:00

I came across this precious piece of old newspaper in a photo album that my parents had been kept since the date I was born in government hospital on the National Day as showed in the picture above :)

The little baby which look kinda boyish is Me :)

Thanks for bringing me to this world, Mum and Dad.

Love u.

Guilty

2009-08-07T14:19:00.008+08:00

I went to print my thesis just now and found that I had spent half year writing my thesis using the letter page size instead of A4 size. That's the answer for me which always get wrong margin printed thesis. Stupid enough~

This make me feel even more guilty when I recalled back mamories that always troubles him a lot.

1st story
In the early morning, I was searching my watch all over Angel's house while Angel was wearing stocking steadily and tell me "If you can't find in my house, SURE in your beg de." I trusted with her understanding on me after being roommate for 3 years. So, I went off to the car and I do find my watch in the luggage beg after reached Cameron. Hate myself.

2nd story
When we having bbq in Cameron, I planned to take out the contact lenses just in case melted by the bbq heat. I went to look for a small orange pouch in my luggage beg where I stored the contact lenses solution. Keep finding, keep finding. Don't have!!! Nervous!! I promised Angel to share my contact lenses solution with her. Means, she has to dispose off the lenses if I can't find the solution. I guilty-ly tell him what happened. So, he decided bring me out to search the contact lenses solution in shop. It was too late that all the pharmacies and spectacle shops had closed. At last, we able to buy a normal saline solution from a sundry shop. I happily go back apartment to change my lenses. Once I took my luggage beg which I intended to put in the corner of room. I saw my small orange pouch was placed under my luggage beg!!! Angry myself.

3rd story
I knew he was exhausted the day we went back to KL from Cameron. He hardly sleep the previous night as the weather was too cold. *He gave me his jacket for sleep* We reached KL 2am in the morning, He reminded me to take my mobile phone from his car before sending me back to the condo unit. I remeber I replied him confidently with "Okay". As, I packing my luggage beg in the condo, he knocked the window and passed me my mobile phone. Means, I forgot to took my mobile phone from his car!! So, I trouble the exhausted him walk twice to the condo unit due to my clumsiness. I hate myself!!

I was so sorry with my bad habits. I feel even worst which he never angry with my clumsiness either. Lagi guilty~~ Therefore, I made up my mind that I wan change my bad habits cause don't want to trouble people around me too much.

I mean it.

An early birthday celebration

2009-08-06T20:49:00.010+08:00

Dimsum-un

Time passed so fast that it was almost one week ago that Dimsum-un went to Cameron and give me an early birthday celebration. Thank you :) Really appreciate you all so much. Some of you even on leave from work, exam waiting ahead, viva presentation waiting ahead, exhaustion of work and etc. also spare time out for the trip and the passion to celebrate the birthday :)

I was alerted all the while as I was so afraid of surprise that going to shock me to hell and my beloved friend understand well on it. Hence, we ended up celebrate it silently without too much climax point and that is the way I preferred. Thank you :)

Thanks for the idea.
Thanks for waking up in the middle of night when I was asleep to boil the red eggs.
Thanks for Angel-made Chocolate Cheese Cake. This is always my favourite cake.
Thanks for singing me the Birthday Song! Haha! =P *lame*
ARIGATO! :)

Red boiled eggs

Chocolate Cheese Cake

See you all soon :)

Healthy Drink

2009-07-06T17:12:00.012+08:00

Avacado Milk Juice

I drank avacado milk juice before I went to bed yesterday and being told
that it contains a lot of health benefits.
However, I never understand the true health benefits of avacados
and I goggle about it and wanted to share with you =)

Benefits of Avacado
1. Low sugar content of avacados are definately suitable for diabetes patients.
2. Oleic and linoleic acid contained in avacados help in lowering bad cholesterol (LDL) and improve the good cholesterol (HDL) level.
3. Beliefs that oils extracted from avacados helps in anti-ageing.
4. Abundant of fibers that might help people with "irratating" bowel habit.

You can prepare a glass of avacado milk juice by adding:

1 avacado + 250mL of milk = Yummy-licious avacado milk juice

However, don't over consume in avacados because an avacado
consisted of 3 times more calorie than a banana which is
VERY FATTENING!!

Enjoy~~

Pengumuman!

2009-07-05T16:56:00.005+08:00

Annoucement to my dear friends,
I had booked my air ticket and plan to have funs with you all la~
Hoho.
Please plan the trip, Dimsum-un!

SEE YOU!!

The pain of losing him

2009-07-01T17:45:00.016+08:00

Me and Him

He went away for 20 days, I felt like ages.
He was a Hokkien from China with Malaysian citizenship that came to run bicycle business at Beaufort, Sabah.
I can no longer see him sitting on the chair and chatting with me as usual when I pay him a visit during my school holidays.
I can't have the chance to yamcha with him anymore and see how cute is he munching the satay without a teeth.
I can remembered he always try his best to help the poors and this had taught me try to help people around as long as I'm affordable.

He was more than a Grandfather to me.
He was my best friend and best companion since I was a kid.
I visited him once I have holiday and he stands most of my childhood memories.
He hold my hand and brought me to park to have a swing. During rainy days, we shed by a paper box and running back to home with a strong hold of my hand by him. *cause we usually didn't bring umbrella along*
He celebrated my birthday since I was a kid and presented my first bicycle and Cheong Sam in my life.
He told me that he will always be the first to keep me protected from any physically or verbally harm.
He always prepared my favourite dishes until the last visit to him and promised me that he will do so for my next visit after I praised him for the tasty chicken. But, my next visit was in the hospital in hoping he will get out from that bloody place soon. It was sad that God didn't hear my prayers and my last visit was a forever goodbye to him.

The present I received during my birthday

I had never experience such a pain before losing him.
I can't stop asking myself why I spend most of my time in west Malaysia since I'm an adult and didn't stand most of his memory with me as he did to me previously.
Why I never hold his hand tightly during the days he was weak?
Why I never celebrate his birthday and tell him how much he means to me?
Why there's no Happy Grandparent's Day celebration?
Why I can't even help him when he is sick?
Why I never dream of him since he was away?
Why? Why? Why?

I feel so lost.
I spent helpless nights falling tears in hoping to dream of him but my wishes haven't come true.
Although I tried very hard to forget the pain of losing, in the end I will burst with tears the whole night and the next day I'll get a swollen eyes that seems being stung by honeybee.
Friends comfort that I should be glad cause there are so much lovely memories between us cause there's people that lost their grandparents since they were just a baby.
I even came across with stupid thoughts that people who love me around might get hurt.
Please give me sometime in curing my inner pain.
I'm sorry.

我

2009-05-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

愛上了我自己内心裏面的小小世界。
自我認同，自我享受。

enjoy~

Sweet =)

2009-05-09T17:41:00.004+08:00

He drew it.
Okay. It does cheer me up ：）

Blue J 紀佳松

2009-04-14T19:42:00.006+08:00

As a close friend of mine, you should know that I'm a freak for a taiwanese singer, Jam Hsiao.
And yes, now I'm still undoubtly crazy for him.

However, recently I found out a new composer singer.
He rocks too!
Proudly introducing him as Blue J.
*Even his name can poison you. Admit that! Buahaha*
His chinese name is 紀佳松.
*Even chinese name also sounded so nice!!*

Previously, he was a composer that can produce over 60 songs a year.
His took music to heart was fully influenced by his father's who is a famous composer in Taiwan since he was young.
He was a computer nerd that stayed in the house 24/7 mostly to compose his songs.
And, undoubtly he loves his job.
Even daily necessity such as tissue roll, mineral water, instant noodles, vegetables and etc were purchase through online.
However, Wilbert Pan highly encouraged him to become a singer since he was so talented.
Then here he comes, his first new album!!

1. 水潑落地難收回2009
2. 每天
3. OK不OK
4. 隨身幸褔
5. 最後的晚餐
6. 同一個遺憾
7. 一人樂隊
8. 白黑
9. 一點一點
10. 衛星

His official blog : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/bluejeremyg

His first album was released on 26th March 2009 and named it as Blue J.
He had been famous singer's composer such as Andy Lau, Wilbert Pan, F4, etc.
I always like to promote new potential singer as they needed so much support. With our continous support, only they can produce more nice songs! Agree with me? *Say yes please!*
I had heard his album and honestly it did not disappointed me. I love it! =)
He edited his father's famous composed song which included as the first song in this album.
And, it's really a new kind mixture of music which definately can boost up the music market while the thirst of wonderful musics were lacked in the market.

December 2008

2009-04-10T15:51:00.009+08:00

Enjoy it =)

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lca | xpro film | Dec' 08

Pre-April Fool

2009-03-31T18:59:00.003+08:00

Sms him this afternoon.

After 5-10 minutes, I get his replyment.
Within 10 minutes, I replied his sms.

This happened at 1pm++

I saw clock ticked at 4pm
Phone remained silent.
Checked my phone.
And, I realised.
Both sms-es I sent NOT DELIVERED
Means I misunderstood he replied my 1st sms.
*sweat*
=.=

How much I wanted to be the first in sharing your joy.
But, I was fooled by my mobile phone.
A pre-April Fool.

Friends, Have a Happy April Fool tomorrow!

Vaccination against Human Papillomavirus

2009-03-21T13:33:00.009+08:00

Today, I went for vaccination against Human Papillomavirus.
I get to know about this injection from a consultant obstetrician and gynaecologist previously.
I found that this injection are so much important that many females around us are not aware of.

1st dose I taken today.

Human Papillomavirus (HPV) infection can caused cervical cancer in woman which is one of the leading disease happen to female in Malaysia annually. HPVs are a group consisiting of more than 100 viruses. In 2006, Food and Drug Administration (FDA) of United State approved Gardasil vaccines for the cervical cancer and genital warts. Gardasil able to protect female from 2 types of HPV (type 16 and 18) that causes 70% of cervical cancer and 2 types of HPV (type 6 and 11) that causes 90% of genital warts cases. All females aged between 9-26 age are advice for the injection. No matter you aren't sexually active or vice versa. However, female whom allergy to yeast and pregnant should not receive this vaccine. We have to get vaccine by 3 injections. You can get your 2nd dosage after 2 months of 1st injection. And, the 3rd dosage after 4 months of your 2nd injection. Thus, there are 3 injections for 6 months. Within the course of vaccination, please bear in mind that you are not supposed to get pregnant. However, please get a health care professional consultation before an injection received. Since there are protection, please protect yourself, female =)

For further information, please visit http://www.gardasil.com

Thank You :)

2009-03-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

I like to request unordinary wishes.
Thanks for making my wishes came true :)

I will be back!

2009-03-10T20:59:00.004+08:00

Although I don't know the exact date going back KL.
For sure, I will be back AGAIN!!
Dimsum-un, prepare yourself for the next trip.
Pangkor Island or Redang Island.
Buahaha.

~~I miss you all~~

See you all soon :)

Tiramisu Adventure

2009-02-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

I had wanted to make Tiramisu since Chinese New Year.
Had been keeping the recipe in laptop for sometimes.
At last, I manage to use it today. *Happy*

But, unfortunately I unable to find the main ingredient, mascarpone cheese, at my hometown.
Thus, I bring along the lady fingers I bought at Kota Kinabalu all the way to Kuala Lumpur for the tiramisu. Because I can't find lady fingers at KL =.=

Dimsum-un might got gathering at my unit in this coming Saturday. Hoho. Do you guys wan to have a try on it? Must appreciate my Tiramisu!! I bring the ingredient all the way from Kota Kinabalu.

But, I spoiled the first Tiramisu I made and it is inside my fridge now until Saturday. The well done also store inside my fridge now. Hehe. You guys better treat me better this few days. So, you had a nice Tiramisu to taste on this coming Saturday.

TREAT ME BETTER, DIMSUM-un!!

*Buahaha.. Glad that I got something to stop them from blaming me for dumping them and go gai gai today
I'm evil.. Hohoho... *

Teluk Intan Trip

2009-02-23T10:43:00.005+08:00

Dimsum-un went to Teluk Intan for Angel's birthday celebration.
This is the 3rd time to celebrate her birthday in this year =.=
Don't know why, this might be our culture. We just like to keep on giving surprise to our friends when his/her birthday is coming.

The trip was relaxing and full of laughter brought by Jing Jing.
The fruits seller, U STEP MY SHOES! And, you scold my friend. *Geram*
And, the way we all compete with Angel's papa in paying the bill was funny too.
Angel's mama homemade pizza was nice!! I like it!!
Went to the Teluk Intan night market searching for my favourite ayam percik. Hmhm, it tasted a bit weird for me.
And, someone grow fat during this trip. Buahahaha. Baby milo with tummy. Buahahaha.

Dimsum-un, time for exercise after all the joy.
And, all please gambate for your schoolwork!!
See you all later, my Dimsum-un at court.

Dimsum-un at Teluk Intan

(Menara Condong at behind)

Teluk Intan Countdown

2009-02-21T10:17:00.003+08:00

Woah.. Going to teluk intan later..
Angel birthday is coming on next Monday..
Thus, Dimsum friends all decided to go Teluk Intan to pay her a visit..

Will be leaving KL at 12pm.
2 more hours!! Buahaha.. I'm excited please..
The delicious Rojak!! I'm coming..
Going to gain tummy again o.O

Just upload a post to Chui Sui.. *learn from SIEW MAI*

Anyhow, we will have a safe trip all the way to Teluk Intan.

Haven't pack my things yet.

Off I go..

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T16:25:00.009+08:00

I was thinking what I had to do on the Valentine's Day.
And yet, this idea comes in which is Chocolate.
But, the lack confident me really don't think I can manage it.

Therefore, I invited Faye and Hwei Huey whether they are interested in doing the chocolate.
At least, if I ruined something. There's someone to help me out in the kitchen.
3 brains is better than 1 brain right? Haha.

Thus, we decided to made it on 13th February.
The outcome wasn't too bad.

Firstly, buy mold with shapes that you fancy and chocolate cooking bar.

After that, boil a pan of water. Put a few pieces of chocolate bar on the steel bowl, and place the steel bowl on the hot water. The heat of the boil water will transfer through the bowl and melt your chocolate. If you wanna melt the chocolate on the pan, you can. But, the direct heating on the chocolate might burn it instead of melt your chocolate because you have to be good in controlling the pan's temperature within 60-80 Celcius.

After the chocolate melt, pour immediately to the mold you preferred. Or else, it will ended up with a semi-solid chocolate which look like a poo. (Described by Faye)

After pouring the chocolate, wait the chocolate to solidify by placing it on the room temperature or fridge. If you wish to make a 2 layers chocolate, u can pour another layer chocolate on the top of the solidified one later. Here is the outcome,
You can decorate by buying some decoration from the supermarket or bakery shop. Wrap according your creativity. Then you are done =)

Thanks for the accompany girls.

See you.

2009-02-10T16:40:00.014+08:00

As a close friend of mine.
You should always heard I mentioned Rosemary, the girl who stay over at New Zealand and called me up to asked whether she can drink Starbucks coffee during the melamine breakout. Meet her only once in a year. Distance challenges our friendship and surprisingly we deal with it so well ^^

Looking back the pictures we took a year ago, both of us had changed.
We look more mature no matter physically or mentally now.
Enjoy hangout together with jokes we had, love talks we had, pictures we captured, food we swallowed, and dress-ing moment.

You are flying back to New Zealand today and totally no idea when you are coming back T.T
However, wish to see you soon.

*God! Sounded like a love letter! I'm normal please! *

Hard Disc Revive!!

2009-01-31T19:36:00.008+08:00

Remember few months back, I was soooooo sad.
I prayed soooooo hard that I can't afford lost it.
However, it was certified that my hard disc "die" already after a checkup at Low Yat Plaza.
I still remembered how lost I was that time.
The lame me almost cry on the spot.
As I backed up all my data in my hard disc.
I never blog about the lost because I don't want any unhappy post in here.

But, there's a happy thing about it which the HDD still under warranty.
So, I went to claim my warranty today!
I reached the shop with a mindset "God, I going to get a brand new HDD after I've been sad for some times!"
So, I just dumped my HDD to the staff for check up and I walked around the shop to have a look.
After few minutes, I went back to ask how the check up goes.
To my surprise, the staff tell me that the hard disc is active with no lost of any data =.=
Totally have nothing to say on the spot.

I started to think how this hard disc fooled me. Since it is certified die, I put it in my desk's drawer so I no need to face it every day and reminds me the sad of losing it. Sometimes, when I opened my drawer, it does make me feel sad. After neglect it for few months in my drawer, the hard disc can be used again =.=

HARD DISC, DON'T PLAY ME!

Moo Moo Year

2009-01-25T12:36:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Moo Moo Year everyone!!
I was back to my hometown this Tuesday and neglect my blog for some times.

Yesterday, I went to night market at the center of city.
It was the only and once night market open especially for Chinese New Year in a year.
We don't have night market during the normal days.
So, I never miss the chance to have a night market walk once in a year. I just like the atmosphere surrounding by people, meeting a lot friends that haven't see for such a long time and greet each other "Gong Xi Fa Cai". The feeling was great.

I saw many delicious Chinese New Year foods. Especially, the roasted pork slice and beef slice!!! But the roasted beef slice is sold out and I bought from a shop that I never tried. Not bad. But, I miss the usual roasted beef slice shop that I always buy.

Later, Rosemary and me saw something o.O
We bought it and wear it while having the night market walk.
After that, only I realized it is a bull horn =.=
It does matches the coming Moo Moo Year.
But, I'm not "Bull".

Happy Moo Moo Year!

Economy Crisis

2009-01-19T23:24:00.006+08:00

Recently, was keep remind by friends around about economy crisis.
Okay. I'm saving up a bit just in case I miss my flight back to hometown tomorrow. I got extra money to buy another ticket. Hoho.

Tasted the prosperity burger during lunch time today. It was nice. But, it was full with pepper sauce. Kinda spicy. But I give 4 stars out of 5 ^^And, I ate ChocoTop as my dessert. Very fat!
I counted the calories I consumed which is around 500 kcal.

Thus, I went to exercise at the evening and I found something meaningful that many youngster might forget about it which is an important lesson for us ^^

I interviewed the shoes' owner about this precious shoes he had been wearing since 16. He still keep wearing it even it was torn as the picture shown. And, now he is 22. The shoes had been with him for 6 years! Amazing! He said we must fully utilized the shoes since economy crisis is ahead waiting for us. He even manage to score and play well with this pair of shoes. Thumb Up!! I do think this is a good habit that we all should learn =)

Shopping Spree

2009-01-18T22:07:00.005+08:00

I went to lab this morning with my heart fly to Mid Valley.
Mid Valley was fulled with people please!!!
I should named my post as shopping war instead.

Listen, I don't like to queue for a long time to try my shirt!!!
And, Ah Moi!! You jump my queue!! Don't want kira with you.
Cause ********** (try to guess why XD).

Anyway, I manage to buy 3 tops, and bought another top for Mama ^^
I bought a watch to match my shirt too ^^ Love it!!
Didn't manage to buy any shoes as I don't know which to choose.
I went to eat Taiwan Mee Sua as my dinner at The Garden's Taiwan Shihlin Street Stall.
It tasted not bad and I'll give 3.5 stars for it ( Excellent will be 5 stars). I don't really used to the oyster taste. It taste kinda weird for me. Soft and squishy. Yucks!!

Taiwan Oyster Mee Sua

I don't wan to squeeze with people around in the KTM so I went back earlier. And, that's good! Little people queue for the KTM. *Happy* And, no circuit needed! Wahaha. After went back to condo, I ate 16 little sushi as my supper =.=

Little Sushi

I'm keep having big meal recently. I don't want become "Satu Tong Minyak" please! But, tomorrow going to try the prosperity burger. Hehe. Wish it will be nice ^^

See you all tomorrow!!

My 20 Random Facts

2009-01-18T10:23:00.005+08:00

I was tagged by EeLyn to write down about 20 random facts regarding my facts, habits or goals. Okay. I dream about this tag thingy yesterday. So, I start to write about this when I jump off from my bed.

1) I'm changing my habit to drink hot beverage instead the cold drinks. But, there is one thing I can't resist. ICE CREAM!!! I love ice cream so much but I don't like to eat it alone. It would not taste delicious when I eat it alone.

2) I was excited about making Tiramisu for this coming holiday that I have for myself.

3) Confident extremely needed.

4) I love purple color. But, my wardrobe fill with a lot yellow colored shirts. This same applies when I decided wanna buy a shoes during shopping, end up I will be grabbing heels home.

5) I will sacrifice my favorites if I can't stand the consequences. I love to eat prawn a lot but sacrificed it for long time ago as I am very afraid of cholesterol related disease. Stupid huh? Besidse that, I don't like to drink milk but I practise to drink it as it was good to my health =)

6) I love my friends a lot and no doubt about it that I will try my best to make them happy. I appreciate and love every single little living things around me.

7) I love to sing but I can't sing well :(

8) Realized the cruelness of reality and trying to improve myself to have a better control of my life in the future.

9) Sometimes, I'm hard to predict. I am scare of GHOST!! But, I always curious about it. After know anything about it, then I'll start to scare.

10) Jam Hsiao is my favorite singer.

11) Month of mummy's birthday.

12) Reminds me of the Christmas Eve and New Year Eve celebration.

13) Reminds me of the Surprise Birthday!!

14) I don't like this number.

15) When I was 15, I never shop with my friend for the whole year. And, I guess I never pay my visit to my grandma that year as I'm so focused on my PMR. Crazy huh? But, I'm searching back my focus now.

16) Don't force me to do things that I don't like after I told you. You will regret about it.

17) I'm a forgetful person. I will ask a question at this moment. The next second I might be asking the same thing again. Sorry if I annoyed any of you.

18) The floor I'm staying now at Condo.

19) Afraid of changes.

20) The fact is I have to go Lab now! Haha. Enjoy your weekend everyone ^^

The Rules : Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

Tag: Eelyn, Faye, Suh Weai, Rosemary, Henry, CK, Angel, Ah Dick, Tean, Tracy, Hau Hua, Jek Jek, Tsu Siang, Xu Ying, Josephine, Jonathan, Kinson, Zoey, Magdelina, and Chan Yoon.

Circuit

2009-01-17T17:08:00.003+08:00

This circuit might be necessary protection to girls in the future...

Framed by Faye

2009-01-07T22:06:00.016+08:00

Faye, you loading up my work ya.
Ask me to read your blog, you "ham hoi" me..
I don't want a bad 2009 year. So, I going to get this done.

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Because i read this, i have to do this. Or else this year will not be as good as it starts. and u read this now, its your turn to do the same as me....
[Copy from faye's blog]

Before reading on what you must do, first, open your MSN Messenger list and write down the first 21 online names. And as you read question by question below, answer yours as well. No cheating!

The first 21 people who are currently online in my MSN list are...

1. Henry
2. CK
3. Angel
4. Suh Weai
5. Wan Li
6. Dickson
7. Ah sau
8. Lynn
9. Yeh
10. Jek Jek
11. Alson
12. Jimmy
13. Grace
14. Richard
15. Collin
16. Hui Ling
17. Renn
18. Choon Hock
19. Ayumi
20. Gabe
21. Zachary

Q: Have you ever dreamed about kissing number 7?
A: No.

Q: What's your favorite thing about number 18?
A: Friendly

Q: When’s the next time your gonna see 4?
A: Next week!! ( Cause she go to bangkok tomorrow!!)

Q: Is Number 6 pretty?
A: No please!

Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
A: His hair style is nice!

Q: How did you meet 3?
A: We met in the house we rented 2 years ago.

Q: What's the coolest thing about #9?
A: He enjoys his life.

Q: Have you seen 5 in the last month?
A: No..

Q: When was the last time you saw 12?
A: Er.. it was few months back..

Q: What do you want to do with number 1?
A: Sincerely, I wan you to have a warmth memorable birthday =)

Q: What is your most embarrassing moment with 15?
A: We don't have any embarrassing moment ^^

Q: Are you really close to 17?
A: Hmhm... not really =)

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 21?
A: No

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
A: Definately no! He is a good friend.

Q: Would you go out with 20?
A: Why not? We are classmate.

Q: What do you and 8 talk about the most?
A: From what I remembered, how to do the origami flower.

Q: Do you even know 16?
A: Ya. We knew each other.

Q: Would you give 13 a hug?
A: Of course if she needs it ^^

Q: Would you ever go on a date with number 10?
A: No.

Q: Are you totally in love with 19?
A: No please! She is a girl.

Q: Have you ever lied to 11?
A: No!

Q: Do you know a secret about 14?
A: No.

Q: Describe the relationship between 4 and 5.
A: Er.. I guess they knew each other.

Q: What is the best thing about number 18?
A: He is hweihuey's 24 hours good boyfriend

Q: Have you ever danced with 6?
A: No.

Q: How long have you known 12?
A: 1 year.

Q: Have you ever gotten in a fight with 17?
A: No please! She is good girl.

Q: Does 2 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
A: I have to gepoh from 2

Q: Has number 11 ever met your mother?
A: No.

Q: How did you meet 1?
A: From what I remembered, firstly met when invited by friend go to their church for Easter Day.

Q: Has number 8 ever kissed you?
A: No please! is a SHE.

Q: What is the best memory you have of 5?
A: She take dishes for me when I can't reach the food during lunch.

Q: Do you live close to 16?
A: Er... Next block only.

Q: What is 8's favorite food?
A: Red bean soup

Q: Out of the top 21, who is the funniest?
A: Number 4 please!!! ( Faye, I wan put your name de lor! But you are not online. XD)

Q: If you could change anything about the funniest, what would it be?
A: I like it. Go on with it.. Haha!!

Q: Which one do you chat with the most?
A: Number 1

Q: Who is the loudest?
A: Number 2 please! (And big also)

Q: The quietest?
A: Number 3

Q: Have you traveled anywhere with 15?
A: No.

Q: If you gave 14 $1000 tonight what would they spend it on?
A: I guess he will spend on charity as he told before about the campaign he is having.

FAYE, LOOK HERE!!

Why you offline? Can't put you in the numbers la =(

New Year Eve Celebration

2009-01-02T20:35:00.030+08:00

~~Happy New Year 2009~~

It's a bit late for me wish to everyone around as I was too tired to update post on my blog.

I was rushing with my lab work on the New Year Eve and able to reach CK house by 6pm and help with the preparation of steamboat. CK and Ah Dick went to buy food since 12 till 5pm to stuff our stomach. Touch!! And, they bought foods that can stuff 20 people's stomach. OMG!! So, we keep on stuffing our stomach with foods until 11pm and there are still many foods left o.O

After that, we went to watch television and playing games while waiting for the coming 2009. Suddenly, CK and Ah Dick take some food out for us to eat again o.O But, this time was so touching!!! They had been hiding on the kitchen preparing the "Tang Yuan" and "Lou Sang" without being notice by us. ( That's why i wonder why they keep go kitchen =.=)

*GAM XIA*

After that, we start off with our punishment. Hehe. Luckily, I got a very very normal punishment. Suh Weai got a very normal punishment too. Just a cheek make up. Both of us are always the lucky one. Hehe. Pictures below are the before and after punishment pictures ^^

Nail Polish Punishment

Cheek Make Up Punishment

Food Punishments

Sausage Mouth Make Up Punishment

Smokey Eyes Make Up Punishment

Leg Hair Removal Punishment

Here, comes the sacrificing Ah Dick. Ah Dick had tried apply fake eye lashes on him!! Haha. So pretty!! Blue eye lashes that match his shirt. Applause to him for sacrificing so much to bring happiness to us. ( He did something more than this. But, we can't exposed it out =)

Thanks Ah Dick!!!

Before

After

After all the fun, CK suddenly bring out gifts and present it to us!!

Thank you CK!!!

Then, Eelyn, Henry and MeiYu (HH's friend) had to leave and the rest of us continue to eat steamboat until around 3am ++

Reached home 4am++

Watched idol drama, I DO. until 5am ++

Then, I went off to sleep.

Although it was tiring, but it really fun to fool around.

Thank You Guys!!

Hello, Cuddly.

2008-12-26T22:17:00.012+08:00

Cuddly

Introducing you the Christmas's Present I got during the Christmas exchange gift session

Teddy Bear

~~Thanks Henry~~

I was discussing with Henry about giving the teddy bear a name.
After a long discussion, we planned to give HIM a name which is Cuddly.
This is because the bear looks so cuddle-able.
Yet, we still not satisfied with it cause we want to give the best name for the teddy bear.

Thus, we google for special teddy bear's name.
And, he came across this site which we can type in name to find out the name of your teddy bear.

And, something surprising happen o.O

First, insert our name on the column and submit to find out suitable name for the teddy bear.

Surprisingly, we found it come out with CUDDLY Button Nose.

Thus, we named the cute teddy bear with Cuddly *^_^*
Everyone can try out the teddy bear name test at here

Christmas Eve Celebration

2008-12-25T13:28:00.018+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish everyone have a Merry Christmas!!

Yesterday went for Christmas Eve celebration with friends. This is my first time to celebrate Christmas Eve although I had been staying at KL for such a long time. Thanks ^^

I called on about the Christmas exchange present at 3pm. Kekez!! All of us reach Leisure Mall at 4pm to buy Christmas present. And, we are suppose to reach the restaurant by 5pm. Anyway, we manage to reach at 6pm and still seats available for us. Yeah^^ The shabu shabu dinner was nice and the world is turning's joke by Henry is totally hilarious!!

Mountain of Foods

After the mountain of foods that satisfy our stomach, we went IOI mall for movie. BOLT. The movie was funny! Kaka! I love it. And, the ending is very touching. For people who hasn't watch it, please don miss it ^^

IOI Mall

After that, we went to the curve for countdown but it was very jam! And, we spend our time in the car to self capture =.= Hoho. At last, we still not able to reach the curve and countdown. Besides that, cafe turns us down by telling us they are closed! =(

Tired look with searching of cafe.

At last, we manage to find a restaurant for our exchange present session and it was fun! We wrote everyone names on a tissue paper and roll like a ball. Then, pick the rolled tissue paper. We keep try to pick the rolled tissue paper again and again because we keep getting our name on the tissue paper. I guess we had been repeating the action for 15 minutes. Lastly, we manage to get tissue paper written with friend's name. Yeah!! (Gan Jeong Gan Jeong)

Gingerbread Man

The Christmas Presents

Presents mostly made from Leisure Mall

Angel got Ck's present.

SuhWeai got HauHua's present.

I got Henry's present.

Ck got my present.

AhDick got SuhWeai's present.

HauHua got Angel's present.

Henry got Ah Dick's present.

Everyone with their present ^^

The Curve

Afterthat, Ck and Ah Dick send Hauhua back to home and we wait them for 3rd round fun. While waiting, we start to self capture again.

*Smile*

*O......*

*Peace*

After sometime, they are back and we decided to eat DimSum at Kuchai Lama. Eat again o.O

Can see from Dick's face that he is very full?

After DimSum, all are really tired for rushing schedule we had. We went home and MSN chitchat until 6am only went for bed =.=

Thanks all for bringing such a good memory for me ^^

~~THANK YOU~~

Prom Night '08, Faculty of Applied Science, UCSI University.

2008-12-21T12:51:00.017+08:00

Yesterday was starting to prepare at 4pm for the Prom Night that going to be held at 7pm.
And, we don't have enough of time =.=
I realized it's true there's no ugly girl in the world but girls who are lazy.
Girls have to spend AT LEAST 1 hour for the make up. Not including bathing time, nail polishing, and so on.

And I remembered a guy DJ from the Prom Night yesterday said that you have to appreciate a girl who spending so much time just to make herself looking good. Yeah!! You said the right point please!

The Prom Night was come up with door gifts which are

A cup
(I can use it to drink my favourite green tea Yeah ^^)

Chocolates made by Food Science's students and in nicely wrapped present box.
*Bow*

The Prom Night's Committee done a great job.
~~A BIG APPALAUSE TO THEM~~

Performers are good in keeping secret for the performances going to be run during the Prom Night. And, It really surprise me! I was shouting like I'm watching a basketball match on the court but with a dress and high heel on me =.=

Especially, the kissing scene by the couple who did the multimedia presentation which last at least 10 seconds. Yammm Senggggg~~~~

And comes the lucky draw session, while I was dreaming off, I heard the MC announced

1021
There is no one beside me to ask and confirm about the number.

Thus, I went out.
People was clapping and shouting, and the light was spotting at me.
(Gan jeong Gan jeong)

When I'm at the front stage, I asked Penny (the MC) for confirmation, and she said it's
1061

(WHAT A SHAME??? EMILY, GO BACK TO YOUR SEAT!!!!!)

If you thought the story ends here, then you will miss the laughter going to happen at behind.

Then, Suh Weai got 2nd prize.
Later, Zaha (Another MC) announced the grand prize's lucky draw.
1... 0... 2... 1...

*Stunt*
Am I wrong again this time?

Look at the pictures below to find out

Okay. The Sonic Gear EVO 3 Pro was the Grand Prize.
I don't need a ear check up. Haha.
I love the speakers. Was wanted to buy it few weeks ago.
Yeah!!

THANK YOU

Afterall the performances, the dancing session starts and around 0115 the Prom Night happily ended ^^

All The Best, My Friends!

The Magic of Make Up

2008-12-19T17:00:00.008+08:00

Due to the Prom Nightt going to held tomorrow by Faculty of Applied Science at Pearl Point International Hotel for the gathering students' of May 2006 intake.
Had been headache with the make up thingy.

My roommate and I planned to make up by ourselve so that we can save up some costs.
And yet, her skill was wonderful.
After trial and error for few times.
We getting better than previously make up look.

Then, only I realized that Woah!! Make up do really make a big difference.

Did you see that eyes on the right with make up looks bigger than the left without make up. Amazing isn't?

Don't Think Just Shoot

2008-12-16T10:50:00.014+08:00

Myself had been losing confident in shooting pictures since the previously developed pictures using Vivitar UWS .

Hence, I grabbed my friend's lomo lca to play around in exchange with my Vivitar UWS. [Buahaha.] As, I had much more confident on playing lca. But, there are some difficulties I faced while shooting with lca which are unsteady hand and my focusing sense really so noob. However, Don't Think Just Shoot is the motto right?

Below, are pictures I captured and waiting for a long time for the results ^^
There's improvement in the pictures I guess.

1.

2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.

8.
9.
10.
Personally, I like picture 5, 7, 8, and 10. I got 4 satisfied pictures out of 36 shoots. Cause My first tried on lca was only 1 nice shot out of 36 shoots. Buahaha.

Here comes the unsteady hand shoot. *Frown*

11.
12.
13.
14.
And, the focusing problem.

15.16. lca | xpro film | Nov' 08 |

Lastly, million thanks to Yeh in borrowing lca and developing the film ^^

Milwaukee Steak Corner at Balakong

2008-12-14T17:52:00.009+08:00

Milwaukee Balakong

Went to Milwaukee Balakong for celebration of Jek's Birthday. And, the same car's passengers were late for friend's birthday celebration AGAIN. What a shame! There is a reason hide behind which we always can't decide which cake to buy. That's why it always drag our time. Hohoho!!

Back to the topic, the restaurant consists of 2 floors but the upper floor costs more expensive than the ground floor cause it was facilitied with air-conditioner, singer's live perfomance, and better services perhaps. The environment wasn't too bad at all. I like the christmas decoration the restaurant had done.

Without much words, we flipped through the menu and ordered our dish. Paiseh for keep you guys waiting ya. Hehe.

Ah dick's dish
(Spring Chicken)

Jek's dish
(Steak comes with special-made sauce)

Henry's dish
(Chicken chop with cheese filling)

Spaghetti Aglio-Oglio

The spaghetti is the only dish's name I remembered. Cause I ordered it! Haha. Overall, the spaghetti is okay. It just tasted a bit oily and salty for me.

At last, here comes the cake we had been choosing for such a long time in the bakery shop and the Birthday Boy.

Happy 20th Birthday Jek Jek
(So young)

P/s: Kinson, I posted up pictures already!! Haha!! But, took by my mobile, w810i. Haha. Enjoy the pictures.

SuperSampler (Chrome Edition)

2008-12-12T23:26:00.012+08:00

Okay Okay.
Hold my breath for a while..
I wanna scream aloud.
I got my leng cai today and It's gorgeous man!!!!

SuperSampler with box
(Got reflection of myself from the box ^^)

Saw my leng cai lay still gorgeously in the box?

In the box

Dang Dang Dang Dang!!
I'm speechless.
Too gorgeous.

I going to try this camera out by tomorrow.
Hope this time I'll get a nice outcome ^^

Besides that, anyone interested in buying film can email me ^^
Film type: Fujifilm Provia 100F
Expired: 2010/Aug
Price: RM28/roll

Description: blue / green tinted under sun, green / yellow tint indoor or at night.

By the way, went to shopping today.
I saw a skinny jean that I like so much.
Struggling whether I should buy it since I had been spending so much money recently.
While holding my cash waiting for payment, the cash machine show a half price cheaper than the normal price.

*Ngong Sai*

I was numb when saw the figure and my friend urge me.
"Please pay now, check your jean and go out from the store!!" =.=
Then, only I pay the bill, check the jean, and walk out from the store SAFELY.

Happy Ending

Lomo Noob

2008-12-06T12:35:00.006+08:00

Click the picture to enlarge

0.8? 1.5? 3.0? Infinity?
Sometimes I really have no idea what should I use.

P/s I'm imitating my friend to draw in expressing a situation. Haha. Kinda fun!

The Smiling Moon on 01 December 2008.

2008-12-05T22:48:00.009+08:00

It amazed me when I firstly saw it on the sky.
Sadly, I don't have any good camera to capture the nice smiling moon.
I do capture it with lomo lca borrowed from my friend.
But, I don't expect any nice picture from there. Hoho.
However, I believe The Smiling Moon brighten days of the people around the world.

Here are some pictures I get from an email and google to share with friends around who missed the chance to see it with your naked eyes.
The 2 bright stars appear on the pictures are Jupiter and Venus planet while the smile is the lovely moon.

Perth Australia

Warners Bay

Warners Bay

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Pakistan

Iran

Hawaii

Bahrain

Consequence of Greedy.

2008-12-03T21:09:00.008+08:00

My greedy act of drinking 5 thailand coconuts.

As I guess, "Lao Sai" for 5-6 times already.

The last "Lao Sai" time => 1730

-Blog for fun-

Fullest Day

2008-12-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

My beloved family went back to Sabah after a short 4D3N vacation.
Spent 3 days a genting walking around =.= without any urge to go for outdoor or indoor game.
The place was so crowded that I wanna scream my lungs out.

My foot step on Genting Highland.

I look huge in this picture.

The temple.

On the way back.

Mum: Where should I look?
Me: No need look anywhere, just smile, can't catch where your eyes see also. Buahahaha.

Me: This is how the youth self-capture. Faster show peace. I accompany you capture.
[Buahaha. Can't see my face also. Kacau her only. Buahaha.]

I miss them a lot!!

Luckily I went out all day long today without getting myself too emotional.

When for shopping at bangsar today.
It was a really hot day and every boutique has staircase to climb.
It really trying to challenge the intention of us to find a dress for the upcoming prom night.
Really challenging!

After that, I went for Jogoya due to the 50% promotion for ladies.
I'm a lady =) [Buahaha =.=]
Hm. Overall, it's worth to try once in a life time.
However, it's not so suprising as I expected and the food was kinda okay.
But, there is a LOTs choices for Haagen Daz Ice Cream. Buahaha. I love this!
Besides, I like the hygiene and the services they practicing ^^.
And, I drank 5 thailand coconuts =.=
Most probably I'll be going to have diarrhea tomorrow.

Here are some pictures capture for the foods. The size of the seafood is kinda surprise me. The ciham is big as a fork. =.= [ Ck, your favourite]. The Lala also in big size. The cheese oyster is big as 2 forks size I guess. Scary betul. No strawberry picture for Henry. Hoho. Conclusion in gaining big tummy also. Buahahaha.

Jogoya gave a voucher which paying for 3 person dine-in will get 1 person for free.
Valid period: Jan 2009-March 2009.

This is reserved to give my flower friends ^^

Dooodolls

2008-12-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

I came across this cute dolls recently.

And, I have to admit that I wasn't only stick to stitch dolls anymore. (I wanted to buy him a girlfriend for the past few months. Hoho. But, I left him lonely in sleepless nights waiting for his girlfriend. Hoho. Sorry readers, I like to imagine sometimes. Hoho. )

When Dooodolls were firstly being marketed, I complained that these dolls were so ugly that I wouldn't even try to think of buying it.

But, after saw the Cupido

I'm melt!!!

Therefore, I searched through the net and found that it consists of few sizes. The 7 inch sizes which is a 3D baby (wee.. I want), 12 inch plush, and 24 inch plush.

Wee... I want..
24 INCH

Vivitar UWS

2008-12-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

Recently, was kinda addicted to lomography.
I WAN A LOMO LCA+
But, it's going to cost me around RM 1,050.
Conclusion: No money No outcome.

Therefore, I bought a Vivitar UWS (ultra wide slim) which cost me RM80 to satisfy my desire for the moment I'm saving up for the lomo lca+.
17th November 2008. I got my Vivitar!! Hoho..

I spent all my weeks. Capturing pictures. Enjoying and exciting about the outcome.
But, something really funny happens after I developed it =.=

Below is the example of picture took by vivitar UWS;

The following is the pictures took by ME;

Such a big different =.=
But people, it doesn't related to the camera's quality and I never doubt about it either.
One of the reasons due to this outcome is I'm not using slide film. Wahaha!
Somemore, my skill sucks.
I only able get 8 shots out of 36 shots due to under exposed =.= All the pictures I'm expecting to see, I didn't get any =.=

As kinson (more preferred to digital camera instead of analog) said, "You are preparing yourselve to bankrupt."
Kind of.. Wahahaha..
Cause I had order a leng cai camera again.
Hoho.

Dang.. Dang.. Dang.. Dang..!!
Introducing you..

My LengCai with 4 lenses
Supersampler (Chrome Edition)

Estimate that My LengCai will be reaching on early of December. My wallet is drying off in fast pace. And, I'll see what funny pictures will be develope again this time.

So, we will wait and see ^^

Sensitive Me

2008-12-02T09:30:00.002+08:00

Wondering how I get this "Sensitive Me" as my blog's title.
It's kinda started with friends of mine saying that I'm a very sensitive person over many stuffs.
And, I was thinking to blog on everything about me without misleading as another existing blog.
Means, the honest me is here writing things that I really wanna share.
But, the things I wanna hide might be written on my msn's blog.

Here, is the place I wanna share everything ^^